A tribute to Manohar Rao
Tuesday, July 11th, 2006I got the news just last nite from Mei Hwei, Manohar Rao, one of my childhood friends has left us forever. It is so unexpected. I know him since primary in SK St Francis. He was a good lad, very active in sports. Always running and jumping to really great heights. We were also in the same rumah sukan then. In secondary he was really active also. Football, relay team, athletics…..its really amazing to see him take part in so many sports. Yet being so active, he was always a good and kind person. We had respect for each other since we know each other in Standard 1. Tho we were not tat close, he is still after all a friend to me. I know its hard to lose a freind, but already loosing 2 in my life time…….sometimes i wonder how many will have to leave my side. Its just like a ticking clock about to stirke the alarm. When its time, its time, but we wont know it. Only the Lord knows it. Things happen in life……and the Lord has said that He shall put me through trials and situations. Sumtimes i wish they werent this hard to handle. And i always keep asking Him for help.
In my tribute to Manohar, i just want to say that he will forever be in my mind, whether through good or bad times. He is still a person of great admiration, a good friend, and a respectable individual. He deserves many rewards. I just pray for his family to be strong. And i pray that God will have mercy on his soul for the sake of him being my friend.
In remembrance of Manohar Rao whom i knew since 1994-1999 in SRK St Francis, and SMK Methodist ACS Sitiawan (2000-2004). God Bless his soul forever.
Since Ram was such close friends with him, i think it would be appropriate for all of you to know and read this blog from him that i got from Lay Chuy…..:
Still, until this minute, i’m unable to believe this fact. Its the hardest pill I have swallowed in my life, losing a friend to death. I know I can’t be distracted now as things are taking positive turns but at once, all the right turns fell apart with this disaster. I can’t understand the neccesity of him leaving this earth too soon, leaving his parents and us, his friends, on true dismay. He has nothing to lose, for he has left this sinful world, but the pain is left to be remedied in our hearts, for his smile will be no more on air, nor will be his words be heard, nor will he walk around gleefully giving ideas, nor will he run across the field and play football as he always does…..It is a pity I can’t even remember the day I last saw him, but I do know that he drove his bike all the way from Ayer Tawar to Sitiawan to visit me at my house, shortly before I went to Lim Kok Wing. For the past two days, I have been watching the clouds and the moon, starring at them, asking them a thousand questions why they took him out of my life…….Losing a friend of six years was as hard as anything in this world, until I simply resisted to even see his body for the last time……Maybe, that’s the best way to make him alive, I will still assume that he is still alive, studying at the Ipoh polytechnique….I always had a hidden desire in myself….. I wanted to direct a movie and I wanted my friends, including Mano, to watch it with me at the showbiz….. But that will never happen…But still when the day comes I will leave an empty seat for him to occupy, and I know he will be there, and will receive my invitation, and he’ll watch it from the heavens……..Or has he re-born freshly in this world, at another part? If yes, I would like to come across the new Mano sooner or later….I did not even wish bye to him when he left….Who knew he would leave so soon? At least, I should have seen him, or should have seen his funeral……But the prayers and dedication that I will be conducting next week is for him…Truly from the heart……..Bye, Manohar, forever……
Born 15th May 1987
Departured 8th July 2006
He was 19 years, 1 month and 23 days old, and that was to be all he has on this earth………