God’s Salt & Light

If there is proof that God exists, i can be a testimony to that. Its been a real roller coaster of emotions especially the last 3 weeks.

Final exam for diploma was so so hard and i was unsure what will happen. If i didnt make it it would mean a waste of all my effort and waiting for another year. And i wont get to graduate this year.Mechanical Engineering i have to say is not easy but thats wat u get for studying a subject of such standard. And the odds were stacked against me with a resit paper. To further add salt to a wound, the 2 most important papers were on the same day. total of 5 hours of exam while i oni got 2 hours of sleep. It kills your brain.

Out of 240 ppl of my diploma course only 100 or so will make it to advance. Thats less than a 50/50 chance for me to go to advance which means a 50/50 chance tat i had/hadnt make it.

For 3 weeks of my holiday, everyday my mind was filled about this little bugging annoying thing that is my future. Well everyone has their anxieties, i have mine too. But i tried my best to keep myself positive. Not letting too much worries in. Everyday i make a little simple prayer to God ,"Let me pass my exams". Thats all i want. Sometimes i wanted to pass so badly its like im making a demand to God. I have been ignoring God for a bit honestly. Sometimes i never thought He would help me. Considering the amount of effort i put in. But i know my God is a merciful God, a forgiving God.

"Ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find , knock and it will be opened to you. " Matthew 7:7

Until yesterday 10am, i really was unsure of my future. These kind of things keeps u thinking more about life, a good thing infact, yet it adds the stress and tension that is sometimes unbareable.

Just with the click of a mouse button i was about to know my fate. And I had to double check what i saw cause i wanted to be absolutely sure i was seeing what i saw. Well, looks like i’ll be graduating soon. Coz i made the cut. *Phew*…….relief was my first reaction which lasted a couple of nanoseconds, then next instant was sheer jubilation. Its not everyday i get to see this result, so might as well be happy about it. I got my diploma. Finally after 2 years. And i was like so so thankful to God for answering my simple prayer. And it helps to pray before you start your exams too.

Now i can really get a shot at advanced diploma, the final 2 years. Hope all goes well. Man………………i made it. still having a tough time to accept the fact that i am one of the lucky(and blessed) ones.

Thank God.

This entry was posted on Wednesday, May 30th, 2007 at 8:11 pm and is filed under Uncategorized. You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0 feed. You can skip to the end and leave a response. Pinging is currently not allowed.